Amrak

On the payday 

Treated to free leisure

The homeless man I didn't feed

I tell a lie

Was he braced like I? 

Happened twice one sitting

Scarce believe

(The Mac at home) 

(The zone clear plastic) 

The place of privilege 

I tap on my glass screen

Ignorant dove 

The second was too fast paced though

Urgh... Pitiful justifying 

Top hog I am

I satiated my ego in its place rigid

Scraping it like the white slab did me

My stand compares nought

To his rumble

The gut instinct shut me off

Like the locked pram

Earphones too, ripped eardrums

Wires trapped, He's listening

They’re tapped

Just a little needed, not enough summoned

To be able to pause humanity

So succinctly

Coldly

Instantaneously

A bump of unemotion

To brush past a reflection

That could be me

A curse to be once unkind

Twice nightmarish

Sins like these

Make me wonder if I'd be kind, father (a kind father?) 

This karma is unequal

Double owed

It will come for me someday

Amass, Accompany me so