Conkers
You looked empty
A will o wisp on last legs
It's a shame I barely remember
I remember you used to make me
Homemade fries
And how once I reacted at something in them and cried
And you tried to diagnose it
I remember you had
An attitude of crossed arms
Like you were paying off one final debt
I remember you saw me lick the static on the TV once
You must have thought "what a strange kid"
I remember papa taking me
I remember you on the hospital bed
And I showed you my kinder surprise
You didn't look very interested
It didn't register back then
Was that where I learned about conkers smashing?